Well the day had arrived to make the essence. In my mind I thought it would be purely an environmental essence and I was planning to make it in the field where the horses grazed. It was Good Friday, the sun was shining and this evening was to be a full pink moon. It was definitely the day to co create the essence but then bam, I couldn’t believe it, a silly trigger caused a row between me and my husband that came quite suddenly out of the blue which left me feeling completely shattered and wondering how on Earth did that just happen. It put a black cloud on the weekend and I went and sat in nature feeling very emotional. How could I possibly make the essence because my own emotions needed to be clear. I sat and thought I must get a grip on how I feel because we can in the moment choose our thoughts. I could either indeed allow the argument and mood to set the tone for the whole weekend or change my thoughts and responses. Easier said than done, but I got myself a drink and as I looked into my garden I felt overwhelmed with emotion looking at the beautiful pink flowering cherry blossom. I decided to sit under the tree for a while to calm myself down. As I felt her calming energy I began to feel an overwhelming sense of calm and a loving gentle pink heart energy completely surrounded me making me feel safe and held. In an instant I knew this was all meant to happen and was part of the process. This was to be the basis of the Equi Anima Essence. It was for healing the heart of deep emotional wounds. I needed to feel that depth of emotion to really know what this essence for the horses was all about. During the making I introduced some sound vibrations using my tuning fork for the Universal Om frequency.
I felt that the making of the Cherry Blossom over the mid day Sun was one stage of the process and used my pendulum to see what was needed next. I bottled the mother tincture, gave some of the remaining water back to the Cherry and soil around her trunk, then poured the remaining water with flowers into the larger bowl. My first thoughts after the argument were that this essence was offered to me as a response to how I felt and it was to be for people, but as I tuned in to what this was all about I strongly got the message that this was actually to be part of the process of creating the essence for horses. After sitting with the tree for some time I felt completely at peace again and ready for the next stage. The second part would Involve a Co creative session with horses, nature beings, crystals, the elements and the Full Pink Moon.
To be continued